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12:18 am
[Link] | I suck at online updates. Wow. Ummm Life is busy. I love it here in the city....
Hmmm what can I tell you guys without wasting an hour of your time.
Okay, here are the basics.
I need a new living situation. (currently looking)
I need to work out more often.
I need to stop being craZy and focus on why I'm here.
I need to go back to school... ish.
I need to get back into dancing.
I need to learn how to sing better.
ACH theres so much I NEED to do it's driving me mad...
On the bright side...
I get to go to Florida with my girl in March... *thinks to self* (I NEED THIS more than I need other shit... like NEED)
I'm excited. Then after Florida, she's coming back to NY with me... should be good.
Oh and I need to get into a show... but that'll come.
What else...
Oh... for all of you back home I should be making a 2 week visit *crosses fingers* in June... I know it's far but time will fly.
Hope all is well with everyone... please people... email me or chat online, I miss you all so much!
*lovins*
BAM
Current Mood:  I can't believe I updated!!!!!
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04:26 am
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Rants seem to be oh so popular on LJ these days....
I hate it when people fall asleep in the middle of talking to you. It makes you feel like you aren't important enough... or you're boring.
And I hate being awake at 4:30 in the morning when I have to be up at 8,and I hate it more when it's not my fault.
I hate the fact that I'm at that age right now where I don't fit anything when it comes to roles I want to be considered for. I'm too old for an audition I recently went to, and I'm pretty sure I'm too young for an audition I have coming up. And what I hate even more than that is the fact that I KNOW I'm good enough... well... I think I am.
I hate not knowing.
I hate it when you don't wear earrings for a long time, and then when you try to wear them again, your ears are fucked for a month. Ouch.
I hate how the Harry Potter movies don't even compare to the books, and I hate even more that I can't hate the movies because reguardless of the fact that they don't compare, they're still good.
I hate being too cold, and too hot.
I hate it that because my body decided it likes being on the "injured list" it makes it so I can't do so many things I love.
I hate being out of shape when I used to be able to play an entire game of any sport with tons of running, and be ready to do it again when it was over.
I hate hating things.
Current Mood:  lonely
Current Music: Europe by Matt Caplan... I don't hate Matt. His music=love!
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02:24 pm
[Link] | I guess I'm slowly starting to learn that in order to have one thing that I want, it may mean I don't get to have another. I know you're thinking, "Well yeah, thats just common sense." and I know it is... but that doesn't mean that it doesn't suck... and hurt.
Oh, and for all of you that don't already know, I'm going to be home the weekend of September 17th... and I'll be out at the Renaissance Festival... It would be nice to see as many people as I can... I miss you guys.
Real update about my wonderful weekend soon.
Current Mood: Not great...but doin all right
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05:35 pm
[Link] | Okay... a lot to say, and not a lot of time to say it in. You all get a short overlook on my life since my last update.
School is intense, still. It's hard but I know that it will all pay off in the end. So I deal with it... I just bitch a lot. I had most of my midterms this week.... I survived... and I actually think that I passed all of them with a good enough grade to ensure that I'll get my scholarship back when 3rd semester rolls around.
What else.... oh yes.... as you all know, I am coming home the weekend of the 17th in September... and I am very excited about it. I miss you all so much and I can't wait to see everyone... Unfortunately I won't have a lot of time so if you want to see me it would be in your best interest to head out to the Renaissance Festival and give me a call. For my # email me personally... I'm not posting it on here.
New news... I went and saw Spamalot... basically Monty Python and the Holy Grail in musical form... it was hilarious. Now that I think about it, I've actually seen a few shows since I've been here, I just haven't posted them. So here's the (rather small) list of shows I've seen.... The Phantom of the Opera, Rent, Wicked, and of course Spamalot. They were all fabulous. There are others I want to see so when I do, I'll let ya know.
Other new news... Since the city is so incredibly hectic and I don't think that I can wait until the weekend in September that I'm coming home to have a break... I am going to go to my friend Lauren's home in Greensburg, Pennsylvania over Labor Day Weekend... I'm excited... she's awesome and we are going to show off new tap moves to her parents (mostly because both she and I have never danced before and we've learned a lot) and we are going to lay out by her pool... and, ready for it... the best part... we are going to go to Sam's Club and stock up on FOOD!!! ... and we're gonna get it CHEAP cuz its SAMS!!! *sigh* I never thought I would get so excited about grocery shopping... but when you're a poor, poor student... having something to eat in your fridge is nice.
Other, other news... done.
Current Mood:  excited
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01:25 pm
[Link] | All right.... so I guess it's about time for an update... All I really have to say is that school is intense. I have classes 5 days a week... and when I'm not in class I'm working on something for class... I basically, eat, sleep, and breathe AMDA.... but hopefull it will pay off in the long run.
Now for the exciting part of the update... I"M COMING HOME!!!! Ahh I miss you guys so much... I will be home in September... the weekend of the 17th and 18th, and I will be spending most of my time at Ren Fest... since most of you know where that is, I expect all of you to be out there so I can see as many people as I can in the 2 days I'm going to be back.
I love you all, and I can't wait to see you! And for those of you that have my address and/or phone number... you should mail and/or call me sometime! It's nice hearing from you guys, even if I can't talk long.
Current Mood: excited
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11:35 am
[Link] | So yeah... It's been quite a while since you guys have heard from me. Well, I love it here in NYC, I think I might have actually found the place that suits me best. I love my school, and even though my class schedule is very demanding, I love those too. I'm sorry I didn't get to get this out before I left, but for all those wondering... and/or wanting to mail me something for some odd reason, my new address is:
The Stratford Arms
117 W 70th St.
New York, NY 10023
Dont forget to put my name at the top... I'm not going to put my full name on here just in case someone I don't know is reading my LJ.
Well thats all the time I have for now so I will talk to you all later.
*hugs*
Current Mood:  good
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08:23 pm
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The Rumors are True
On June 22nd at 2:55pm, I will be on a plane that will be taking me to New York. Yes, I'm leaving earlier than planned. I start school on Monday, June 27th. I just got my housing information, so I have my address, but it's all the way upstairs (and I'm lazy)... so I will be sure to post that for you guys within the next few days.
So yeah, I guess the point of this update was to let you all know that I'm leaving soon... and if you would like to hang out weekends are best for me seeing as I work weekdays. I'd like see as many of you before I leave as possible so I can say goodbye.
....and thats all... nothing else is new.
End.
Current Mood: anxious
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02:51 pm
[Link] | Okay... what is wrong with me?! First, I can't sleep at ALL. Not at night, not for a nap, not while driving...wait....*shrugs*... not at all! About 2 hours of sleep average for almost 4 nights in a row. Now... I can't stay awake. I got so much sleep last night.. and while some of it was on and off with me waking up every so often, I still got plenty of it... and yet I'm tired. This needs to not happen.
And another thing... where did all of my time go?! Days that I have to be doing something I don't want to do seem to take forever. Days that I FINALLY get to sit and relax are either interrupted by something I have to do, or go by in half a second. *sigh* I would insert the quote "Time flies when you're having fun." here... but who says I'm having fun?
...and now I'm tired.
Current Mood:  I don't get it.... *yawn*
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04:38 pm
[Link] | Sometimes I just wish poeple would act their age.
... and I'm not just picking on one person here... I'm talkin about a few people... WHAT THE HELL IS THE MATTER!???! Is it that hard to just grow up and quit being so immature?!
Current Mood:  pissed
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12:33 pm
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I wanna go back!!!
So I just got home from New York, and can I say that it was absolutely amazing!! I flew in Thursday and left yesterday (Wednesday). Looking back on the week I can't believe how much I fit into it. Thursday when I got there, Zach met me at the airport and we went back to his place to drop my stuff off. After that we went to try to win the lottery for Wicked. Unfortunately, that didn't happen, but we went and got tickets for Rent, which I enjoyed, so everything worked out.
Friday my mom took a taxi to Zach's to drop her stuff off before we went to tour my school. She arrived in this really nice, almost limo looking taxi... well lets just say that within her first hour of being in New York... my mother got screwed... and it was NOT good. Shortly after she arrived, we left to tour my school. Picture me bouncing up and down, and trying very hard to control myself. I am so excited for this. Words can not describe how happy (lucky) I am to be going there. Friday evening we met up with my cousin and the four of us (my mom, cousin, Zach and I) went to a bar for a while where I met this guy, Todd. Cool guy. Anyways... after the bar we went to this REALLY nice Italian restaurant and ordered WAY too much food for our own good.
Saturday morning Zach and I got up early-ish so that he could go to an audition for the Renaissance Festival in NY. I went with him into town and met up with my mom and cousin. The three of us went to lunch and headed to the train station so that we could go shopping. Somewhere during all of that Zach met back up with us after his audition. After shopping my cousin left so that she could go work, and shortly after that my mom had to get back to the airport to catch her plane. Zach and I went to see Sin City... good movie... and then headed home.
Sunday we slept in... got up and moving sometime in the afternoon... and went to go play lazer tag. I forgot how much I liked playing lazer tag, and how bad I am at it... anyways... After that we decided to just head back to the apartment where we ate and watched a movie. Was a very relaxing evening which was probably a good thing.
Monday we got up and got tickets for Phantom of the Opera. After that I think we went to go play in the HUGE Toy Store that they have. It was pretty amusing. That night we went to go see the show was REALLY good. After the show we went to the stage door to get autographs. The guy who played Phantom was really nice.. and in the process of chewing when he came out... funny.
Tuesday was supposed to be the day that I left. And, well... to make a long story short, I missed my flight. Now this could have been a big problem because I didn't want to pay to change flights, that can be expensive. Lucky for me, they put me on a flight the next day for no extra charge. So Zach and I went BACK and took a nap. I needed it... after the nap we got up and were PLANNING on going to try to win the lottery for Wicked again. Stoopid us forgot to check what time the show was. We assumed 8 but it was actually at 7 so we missed the lottery. So we decided that it wouldn't hurt to go stand in the cancellation line to see if we could get tickets. It was a miracle but we got them... got tickets and they were about 12 rows back. You could SEE the people's faces. The show was amazing... Wow. After the show we went to the stage door and got more autographs. And pictures!! That was an amazing night.
Wednesday we got up REALLY early so as not to miss my flight again. Made it there in time. That was a sad day.
I really like it there... and I want to go back. Now. Don't wanna wait until October.*sigh*
Well.. hope you all enjoyed that rediculously long post. *grin*
Current Mood: I miss it... and him. A lot.
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10:24 pm
[Link] | I should be happy...
Current Mood: ...but I'm not so much.
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10:14 pm
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I hate him.
Okay... so everyone here knows I RARELY update... but this time, I need to. Not only do I need to update, but I need to rant.
So apparently there is this guy that I BARELY know... And if given the choice he would probably push me off of a cliff... BUT... that would be a tough choice for him because I've "Got great tits". Hmmm... What kind of person would say that? you might ask... well friends... someone rumored to have a small penis... almost too small to function... and who thinks they're a "bull" in bed. Unfortunately for them, bulls tend to have more stamina than 5 minutes. THATS the kind of person that would say something like that. An inconsiderate jerk. Someone who refuses to finish what he starts, and tries to make everyone around him feel miserable just because he is a bad example of a human being.
...I'm a bad person.
...and I don't care.
Sorry if you didn't understand some of that... I'm done now.
Current Mood: pissed
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03:32 pm
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Fine!
I was told to update....
*update* *update*
*update*
*update*
*update*
*update*
Done!
Current Mood:  *grin*
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06:26 pm
[Link] | So update...
All I can think about right now is him, and how much I'm gonna miss having him here.
I can't even give you a real update.
Current Mood: broken
Current Music: "Come What May" from Moulin Rouge
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01:01 pm
[Link] | Karaoke tonight cuz I'm COOL!!! (Yup... just keep tellin' yourself that.)
My hands are cold, I'm done.
Current Mood:  cold
Current Music: Flogging Molly "Devil's Dance Floor"
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01:01 pm
[Link] | Consider my journal updated. *grin*
Current Mood:  blah
Current Music: Incubus "I Wish You Were Here"
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03:16 pm
[Link] | I just don't have anything I wanna say...
Current Mood: blank
Current Music: Mad World by Gary Jules
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09:41 pm
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Gah.
First this....
You Are 34 Years Old |
34
Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.
13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.
20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.
30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!
40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.
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And this...
What Classic Pin-Up Are You?
Anyways....
Done with school. Graduated. Finished. Finally.
Play opens Friday. *bites nails*
Getting a full time job. Brooke needs $$ for college. *headwall*
Don't know where exactly I'm going to college. Blah.
I need a cookie.
And a massage.
And to cuddle.
I'm so needy right now. Gah!
(Fucking quit complaining kid)
I'm so stressed.
Current Mood:  stressed
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12:28 pm
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...so on and so forth.
So I'm back for the first time in a while. Christmas week was incredibly busy for me seeing as I was barely home. From the first day of break to the last I don't think I made it home before 2 in the morning unless I had to be up early the next day...in which case I would get home between 12 and 1.
Christmas was good....spent very little time with the family for some reason...usually it's a pretty big thing with us but not this Christmas. So that night I went out with some friends and ended up making it back home the next morning at somewhere between 5:30 and 7.
New years was fun too. Got to spend time with some friends that I hadn't seen all break. It was good to see them all again, though there were some people that I didn't get to see that I would have liked to. Anyways...new years and so on and then 3 people in a twin bed....let me just tell you...that doesn't work too well.
So yeah, come new years day my break is almost over and that means I can't stay out late anymore. Saturday, my last night to have fun and I was home early cuz I had to be up.....mother fucker. But Sunday night I definitely made up for it by completely ignoring the fact that I had to be up early and at school on Monday, and went to the 90s. Jennifer, Nate, Reid, Jessica, KJ and friend, Zach and I all had a fun time. There are so many funny, cute, happy, kinda bad but funny anyways, and funny stories I can tell about that night. It was a good night...so good I'm gonna go back some Sunday. *nods* **Details/stories upon request**
....And wow, they're good stories.
And what now...ahh yes...although it takes up all of my spare time and it is stressful beyond all imagination, the one act play is going quite well. I still have some memorizing to get down but I really think it's going to turn out nicely.
...and theres my life right now in...well not in a nutshell...but in an extremely, almost unbearably long, and rambly update that probably didn't need to happen but did anyways. *grin*
Have a good week!
Current Mood: satisfied
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08:25 pm
[Link] | So whats new in my life? Ahh yes....
Well the one act is coming along nicely. We have the whole thing blocked and I'm thinking its going to look very cool. I got so excited at rehearsal tonight when we did the killing stuff and AHHHH! *jumps* ...Moving on....
I've got a lot of things to get done for things but I don't want to go into those things because that would mean that people would know what the hell I'm talking about and....well thats just not fun now is it?
Saw Eddie Izzard for the first time this past week. Funny man, let me tell ya. I've been running around quoting him this entire week and while very few people know what I'm talking about...its still funny....because of course...what fun is it when people know whats going on!?
Other things could be said...I've actually got a lot on my mind but I don't want to post it because its actually pretty sad....kind of a downer to a pretty upbeat update so thats just not going to happen.
I can't see out of my right eye. *details upon request*
Cake or Death?
Current Mood:  random
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